小丑竟是我自己

Meaning

Expresses that no food can arouse one's interest anymore, hoping for something to stimulate appetite. From TikTok mukbang creator "小花妞". In her videos she says "I've lost my sense of taste for over 30,000 days" while expressionlessly eating garlic and stinky tofu as if she really lost her taste. Her excellent acting was widely imitated by netizens.